front street is teaming with transitory people
families renting houses in the flats
couples
bachelorette parties
dead cell phones and over priced
sundries
and there is a softness
in the sea air
and you can not know how it has driven me
my hole life
how deep...deep...
deeper than your everything
it lifts me up
and it is love
can you feel what I feel?
The summer is coming and
my soul is summers kingdom
it has been laying in wait
and now joy has arrived
feel me
feel it inside me if you want to
all you have to do is take it
do you have the guts?
nah...........................................................
the sea, the sea air it never ever leaves me
and to be without it is to be dead
everything is alive
every moment
every action
that is a truth
feel it
feel the night lay down on this little sea side town
and nothing can change me
i exist
I FUCKING EXIST
I want to scream into the future
I may be dead now, but
I WAS ALIVE!!!!!!!!
now i walk
up Sumenr Avenue for parliments
cut through tour plaza to buy
wine for the neighbor
Catalina Avenue
and i can see all the people who do and do not want me
and none of it matters
it wont be long now
it is almost time to swim
to be gleefully lost..........
New York, Chicago, Los Angles
all your filthy proud cities
looking down on the boredom of small town life
you know nothing
nothing of the simple peace that comes
from divine boredom
don’t condescend to me about culture
how much more alive are you than me?
on this island on this rock
i am wearing a blue dress and my shoes are only half on
after the Lobster Trap, I walk across the street
and there I am
