Downtown Avalon. March 29th motherfucker!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

front street is teaming with transitory people
families renting houses in the flats
couples
bachelorette parties
dead cell phones and over priced
sundries



and there is a softness
in the sea air
and you can not know how it has driven me
my hole life
how deep...deep...
deeper than your everything
it lifts me up
and it is love
can you feel what I feel?
The summer is coming and
my soul is summers kingdom
it has been laying in wait
and now joy has arrived
feel me
feel it inside me if you want to
all you have to do is take it
do you have the guts?
nah...........................................................
the sea, the sea air it never ever leaves me
and to be without it is to be dead
everything is alive
every moment
every action
that is a truth

feel it
feel the night lay down on this little sea side town

and nothing can change me
i exist
I FUCKING EXIST
I want to scream into the future
I may be dead now, but



I WAS ALIVE!!!!!!!!

now i walk
up Sumenr Avenue for parliments
cut through tour plaza to buy
wine for the neighbor
Catalina Avenue
and i can see all the people who do and do not want me
and none of it matters
it wont be long now
it is almost time to swim
to be gleefully lost..........

New York, Chicago, Los Angles
all your filthy proud cities
looking down on the boredom of small town life
you know nothing
nothing of the simple peace that comes
from divine boredom

don’t condescend to me about culture

how much more alive are you than me?

on this island on this rock
i am wearing a blue dress and my shoes are only half on
after the Lobster Trap, I walk across the street
and there I am 

Pamela Downing

Thursday March 20th downtown
Pamela Downing refused to either confirm or deny if spring had, in fact, sprung

Link to story posted at everyday-genius

http://www.everyday-genius.com/2014/03/natalie-c-graham.html

Mortuary temple of Queen Hapshepsut

Look at this guy

Bougainvillea

always thought Bougainvillea would make a great name for a stripper

How to make misreable, fun/ opening scene of a movie

 The causation of the writing of an article about a local point of interest.
Or,
How to make miserable fun and handle shit at the same time.( wink wink the  things that really need to be handled....................)

Opening scene: a naked woman sitting on the  floor of an empty apartment. Next to her is a fish bowl with a over sized sickly looking koi fish, she glances at the bowl again and again as she mumbles softly into a cell phone. 

The scene is viewed silently no noise than all at once, sound, and the camera zooms in on her mouth and hears her voice which is low, she is arguing with some one about dates and times she whispers ferociously into the phone..

"yes, but you said it would be Wednesday....now its Thursday, you are  so insensitive"

the camera backs out and the sound goes off again and than comes back on and the sound of a  frenzied desperate swimming  overwhelms the ear. 

that sound stops and normal audio begins to roll, whatever the normal sound that movies make

The naked woman stands up and speaks,  tossing the cell phone aside she says

"well, now all my dreams are dead I might at well write the newspaper article."